i envy you

envy is not just a word. envy is not the same meaning as jealous. it is something that u cant be almost-perfect like someone and u envy them because u cant be like them. envy-ing someone is not a sin. its the only thing that u can do when u saw an almost-perfect girl or a boy which i u cant be. i might be not perfect but i have a feeling. u may have all the things that u want which i cant have it, but.. i can get all the loves from all the people that i love.