Thursday, May 19, 2011

the awkward momment how you treat boys

i hate it when talking with guys, when they getting used to it, they finally said the word. its like so awkward. i meant REALLY AWKWARD. it happened in my life many times. the most hated part is it ends with REJECTION. 
bestfriend  awkward → less talk → no stories → silence

 when it came to this, there will be no news from the guy. but deep in their heart, their trying to say hye or even post something on your wall (fb). they want to ask you hows your life, how are you or even they called you 'sombong'. they thought that maybe you hated them because the said the words. 
as for the guys, if you wanna say something to the girls, just say it. it doesn't meant if they reject you they will hate you like FOREVER.  

the picture below told me that, 

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

i miss camp *.*

picture source : carmen claudia chin :)

when i see this picture of marshmellow, it reminds me of LEO CAMP >.< talking bout the marshmellow, it taste REALLY GREAT. i repeat REALLY GREAT! i ate it during camp after hiking to the waterfall. the marshmellow was soooo sweet. u can get sorethroat ya' knw. poor nicole. she ate to much, and at the end of the camp, she lost her voice. i wanna find this marshmellow so i can burn em' and eat em' hahaha. 

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

its just me and it will always be me

self imperfections

Blast day before 1st mid-term exam :D / D:

today was such a great day. with all my babes except for them who can't attend today's event. sadsadsad >.<  early in the morning, i got no mood and felt such a pain in my ass. GAH! i stucked at Tmn Jumbo, have to reach CPS Bowl in 10 mins. i repeat 10MINUTES! imagine i had to find a bus, reached wawasan and walked all the way long until i reached cps in 10mins. i arrived 5 mins late. i havent tell why i came to cps aite? well, i came to cps because today i had Bowling Tournament Inter-students-teacher. it was such a tiring day. we played 3 games. but at last, we won 2nd place :) we lost 10 points from the 1st place. ITS 10POINTS ya' know -.- but, after that i had lots of lots of fun today with ze loves <3 we go karoks after bowling and most tiring thing is, FRIEND ANNETTE GO BUY HER THINGS. D: gahhh.. its been 3 hours or 4 hours *i think* annette brought me walked around cp and warisan just to find her things. but at last, she bought nothing. but, i dont care cause she is my friend and i would do anything to keep my friends happy. so, i went home at 6.30 and thanks to abg pesal for sending me home :) but his house is like a few metres from my house anyway so it doesnt count ;p bt still, THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY FROM BEING MOODY EARLY MORNING :) 

p/s: to shona, dilla, khalish, spety.. too bad you guys can't come. it'll be a blast day for all of us and complete with all of u. theres always a next time aite? we should do more outings together and have fun together. no worry, AFTER PMR ;)

ariey and am being annoying xD

teacher Hemi Asminda Yahya <3

annette :)

bebeh xD

the madus mads :) *current profpic xD

oh yeah, i havent tell what sucks bout today. i had gastric and i miss a few turns during bowling because of this gastric thing. gah! its all because of today's morning. im in hurry until i forgot about my breakfast and ended up with gastric-pain. i ate french-fries & popcorns, still hurt. until i had chicken porridge from mcD then i felt a little comfortable without any pain. it doesn't look like chicken porridge cause IT DOESN'T HAVE CHICKEN. but because of the gastric-pain, i just ate them. its kinda delicious thou. :)

after bowling, captured pictures with ze human full of loves :)

me and annette, mads forever :)

Sunday, May 15, 2011

sad sad love :(

A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; to live a day without him & if she did it he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didnt talk to him for a day without knowing he had only 24 hours so live because he was suffering from cancer. She went to his house the next day tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side:'You did it baby,you can do it everyday

5 things you can't do

  1. lick your elbow.
  2. tickle yourself.
  3. draw the number 6 while making clockwise circle with your leg.
  4. fit your whole fist in your mouth.
  5. sneeze with your eyes open.
*im sure that you were trying to do these just now ;)

well, its called life :)

-source : facebook likes

Apples :3

girls are like apples. the best ones are at the top of the trees. the boys don't want to reach for the good ones because the are afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead, they just get the rotten appples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. so the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. they just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. 

-source : facebook likes. 

reasons to have a guy as your bestfriend.

guys don't start shit for no apparent reason
they won't tell anyone your secrets
they don't pms and randomly act bitchy
they don't try to steal the guy you like
they aren't two-faced
they stick up for you no matter what
they'll give you their sweatshirt
they'll carry you when you get hurt
and they might even fall in love with you♥

-source : facebook likes. 

Saturday, May 14, 2011

92 truths about me

AGE: 15 y/o.
BIRTHDATE: 6th April 1996


1. last beverage = green f&n
2. last phone call = none
3. last text message = mom <3
4. last song you listened to =  price tag - jessie J
5. last time you cried = i forgot -.-


6. dated someone twice = nope
7. been cheated on = i never had a relationship mkay?
8. kissed someone & regretted it = my mom and never regretted it :)
9. lost someone special = nope.
10. been depressed = exam? hell yeah. 
11. been drunk and threw up = imma good girl :)l

12. PURPLE <3
13. BLUE
14. PINK


15. Made a new friend = lots of lots of friends :D
16. Fallen out of love = yeah in return, dissapointment -.-
17. Laughed until you cried = as always :D
18. Met someone who changed you = not yet and im looking forward to see that 'someone' thou
19. Found out who your true friends were = not really :)
20. Found out someone was talking about you = backstabbers, stalkers? yeahh.. they just cant see others happy -.-
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = fark no?


22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = half of them.
24. Do you have any pets = used to, my hamsters were dead a few years ago. RIP HAMTARO :(
25. Do you want to change your name = im pretty love with my name :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday = i forgot -.-
27. What time did you wake up today = 7am. pfft trying to sleep bck bt couldn't. fark!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = DREAMING. 
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = finish my school, getting car, money and happy dream marriage. 
30. Last time you saw your Mother = she just came in to muh room. 
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = i want to change my mind during 31st december 2009. i've made such a stupid mistakes. i should reply message on that day. 
32. What are you listening to right now = talking tv. 
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= who the hell?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = im so farking bored and dont know what to do. 
35. Most visited webpage = FACEBOOK, TWITTER and BLOGGER.
37. Nickname = prain, eva and since some ppl call me FARAH so yeah, farah :)
38. Relationship Status = forever alone and single?
40. He or She = Me? She. lol
41. Elementary = STELLA MARIS <3
42. High School = STELLA MARIS <3
43. College = still looking forwards to it ;)
44. Hair color = brown. DARK brown :)
45. Long or short = i long bt i wanna longer hair :D
46. Height = 155. yeah, need more calcium ;D
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = totally yes but somehow, they dont know me cuhs im invisible. haha
48. What do you like about yourself? = a girl who remain the same who express herself through s blog. 
49. Piercings = ears ofcourse since i was 4y/o :D
50. Tattoos = its not good for my skin :O
51. Righty or lefty = right :D


52. First surgery = i broke my arm when i was 9. does that counted?
53. First piercing = when i was 4y/o
54. First best friend = darlea? bt now i dun know if she still remember me -.-
55. First sport you joined = not interested :)
56. First vacation = sandakan when i was 4y/o
58. First pair of trainers = none.


59. Eating = none. 
60. Drinking = none.
61. I'm about to = finish this '92 truths about me' thingy.
62. Listening to = still, TALKING TV.
63. Waiting to= get something to eat.


64. Want kids? = who else dont wanna have kids? I LOVE KIDS.
65. Get Married? = OFCOURSE i want. i had already plan my dream wedding. hahaha.
66. Career? = stewardess or pastry chef? :D


67. Lips or eyes = eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses = why choose one when u can have it both?
69. Shorter or taller = taller is better :)
70. Older or Younger = older :D
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous. but, i like with a lil more romantic :D 
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = im not choosy bout this thing :)
73. Sensitive or loud = both :)
74. Hook-up or relationship = pure, long-lasting relationship :)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = NEHH..


76. Kissed a stranger = i'm not that desperate person mkayy?
77. Drank hard liquor = no and will not ever.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = i didnt wear those things.
79. I deleted this question for innocent purposes = waddefakk?
80. Broke someone's heart = yes and thats why i want change my mind. im really sorry if i hurted ur heart. 
81. Had your own heart broken = totally and like everyday when i see ur profile.
82. Been arrested = seriously? imma good girl.
83. Turned someone down = YEAHMAN!
84. Cried when someone died = YESS :(
85. Fallen for a friend = TOTALLY EVER. 


86. Yourself = YES.
87. Miracles = YES.
88. Love at first sight = YES CUHS IT EVER HAPPENS TO ME.
89. Heaven = YES.
90. Santa Claus = BOTH NO AND YES?
91. Kiss on the first date = TOTALLY NOT. 
92. Angels = YES, ITS AMONG US NOW :)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011


dang, its been awhile and now exam is coming. our exam was on 18th may 2011. OH NO! its on next week. i havent start studying and revicing yet. hoping will not fail this exam or else, i cant go out and be free anymore :( so, i need your prayer guys, pray for me that i will passed my exam :)

i will start my studies tomorrow night. I HOPE that i will be really studying tomorrow :)

p/s : now, im goin to sleep :) zzz

dance like its the last dance you have :)

im joining MSR this year. gah, need more practise. but sometimes, i miss practising with some of friends there. well, they are my friends too. since im the youngest among them, im the only one 15 y/o there. the rest are 16 y/o. pity me :( the 1st time practise was kinda AWKWARD! im the one who LESStalk among them. but after 3 months practise with them, im starting to know them better and starting to be more talkative and friendly with them. even they're older than me, they're friendly to me. i also get the chance to meet achap (our choreographer), hamzah (achap's friend) and many more who helped in our dance.

so, we were practising for MSR for a few weeks. we had lots of memories together. funny, sad momments. the sad thing when we practising is, we had to walk to the beach from our school. its like, kinda far and HOT! a week before audition at school, we had the chance to practise at school hall. that time, had more memories with them like when didie trying to do windmill, we warmed up together, made funny dance moves, didie dance with JB's baby song, gossiping, going to studio, practise till late night, sharing our stories, helping each other to get the right steps, having our lunch together at the beach, doin our hair.

but at the same time, we also have some problems during practising like when our PK know that achap went to our school, phoebe and didie almost went to see the principle, achap always came late during prctise made us dont have much time to practise, when we had not much time to finish our steps, some of us always playing during practise.

but still, all the good and bad time came with a perfect result which is, we're in the ,MSR competition. we got 2 weeks rest. then, PRACTISE, HERE WE COME!

form 6? :O

now, i've seen like many students from my school are taking form 6. so, they will be schooling at SM La Salle which is right next to my school. the thing which is what im trying to say here is, isn't it hard if taking form 6 classes? i always thought that being form 6 was so hard. but seems like ex-stellarian from my school are gonna be form 6 and schooling at La Salle. now, in my mind, taking form 6? boarding school? collegue? work? i guess im thinking that form 6 is hard enough, boarding school? hmmpp, im goin to miss my parents, friends and more. collegue? some said its not really good. work? gain money and LIVE. gahh, im still thinking. i know that some of my friends will choose between all the choices. but, how am i suppose to live if im hangin on with my friend's decision? seems like i can't make my own decision. but, i still have 1,2 years to think which way i would take :D

but the thing is, i want to be a successfull human in this world. *hoping*

when im success, i'll be like

p/s : my eyes are tired and trying not to close my eyes.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

hey SHITHEAD, its not yours

some people love to judge other people. well, they think they perfect enough. they said everything that other people did was soooo wrong. but think people think, EVERY HUMANS make mistakes right?


name or atau nama

did you know that some americans named their kids after their states?
like examples :

  1. savannah
  2. dakota
  3. austin
  4. carolina
what if we Malaysians named our kids after our states?
  1. Nur Kelantan Syahirah
  2. Nik Nur Ipoh
  3. Ahmad Terengganu Hafiz
  4. Sharifah Pahang
  5. Siti Nur Melaka
  6. Shah Sabah
  7. Sri Sarawak Shahirah

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

a few more words

now, im laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. wondering what will happen tomorrow. thinking what i've done today. did i hurt people's feeling? did i made people laugh? did i made them happy? hoping for a miracle to turn back in time, change what i've done wrong to the good things. now, im closing my eyes, think deeply inside my head, hoping for a better tomorrow, with no more mistakes :) goodnite <3

p/s : now, im goin to sleep like a baby hoping nobody will disturb me or else i'll be waking up like a LION. xD

Kelas Geografi on 3rd May 2011

cikgu Azirah : baiklah. aktiviti pembalakan telah menyebabkan haki...?
cikgu Azirah : baiklah. kenapa pembalakan menyebabkan hakisan tanah?
a girl : sebab pokok-pokok kena tebang. 
cikgu Azirah : betul. okay murid-murid, kamu tahu ka apa RAMBUT pokok tu buat klu tda kena tebang?
a girl : cikgu, RAMBUT POKOK?
cikgu AZIRAH : ehh astaghfirullahalazim.. AKAR pokok lh. 

did you guys understand the situation? haha. well, if some of you know, i bet you guys were laughing out loud. HAHAHA. its just funny when teacher supposed to said AKAR POKOK instead of RAMBUT POKOK xD

Monday, May 2, 2011

hye blogwalker :D take a little look, and choose :D

HEADBANDS : 1 colour : RM10, 2 colours : RM12, 3 colours : RM13, with bow : RM15
all are handmade headband by me :) any orders? inform me :D

bought for RM70

p/s : for now, im doing this business around kota kinabalu, sabah only. 
COD/payment can be made by meeting at Centre Point or Warisan Square. 
serious buyer only. 
reservations only for 5 days. 
my phone number will be given by email :)
my email :

Sunday, May 1, 2011

movie check list 1/5/2011

1 whole day sitting infront of lappy. gah.. its sucks. but somehow, i got friends which is some of my movies to watch :D there it is, another movie day check list :D


The story follows the adventures of Aang, a young successor to a long line of Avatars, who must put his childhood ways aside and stop the Fire Nation from enslaving the Water, Earth and Air nations. i give 5/5 for the ratings. its cool you know. plus, Aang so soo cute and also sokka. :D more synopsis click here :)

if people were talking about prince william, then im talking about prince of persia/prince dastan/jake gyllenhaal. A young fugitive prince and princess must stop a villain who unknowingly threatens to destroy the world with a special dagger that enables the magic sand inside to reverse time. more synopsis, click here :)
rate : 5/5


Romantic sparks occur between two dance students from different backgrounds at the Maryland School of the Arts. phew, this movie is awesome. the way they move, they breaks that was COOL man.. i give em' 5/5. moose, chase and mike chang. awhhh *melts.  for more click here :)

SKRIP 7707

"Skrip 7707" is about a producer in the process of producing a horror film but is faced with complications in getting a script for the movie. more synopsis, click here :)
rate : 4/5


Sini Ada Hantu bermula apabila dua orang pemandu van, Ah Meng dan Bakri yang telah ditugaskan pada saat akhir menghantar mayat datuk kepada majikan mereka di sebuah kampung dimana mereka perlu sampai ke destinasi keesokan paginya. more synopsis, click here:)
rate : 5/5


Khurafat mengisahkan perjanjian terlarang dan salah satu bentuk penyelewengan dalam aqidah Islam diantara manusia dan syaitan, sesuatu yang amat ditegah dalam agama suci kita. more synopsis, click here :)
rate : 5/5